Our Greatest Fear

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light , not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?

You are a child of god. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.

We were born to make and manifest the glory of god that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."

-Marianne Williamson

SAD HAM GRILLED!!!!


A few days back Mr. Saddam Hussein was hanged. a dictator "man"executed by a dictator "country". the following words will present my insight ....probing into his death.

Q) was Saddam's execution just?
A) this is hard to answer. a harsh punishment was expected and necessary for him.
yes his hanging was indeed just if one looks @ his "bloody" deeds. all this is well justified by the blood of the inocent ppl that he took in as RED WINE.
But if u look @ the manner in which he was hanged , then one realises that how biassed and flawed the judicial system is. had the trial been fair saddam would have got 6,7, may be 10 life sentences. but still no one can deny that fact that the "hanged till death" decision had more substance when the both "hang" and "life sentence" were being weighed. the influence of US on saddam's hanging was so great that even saddam's lawers ( 4 of them) had to give their lives to lessen the load. saddam was not even allowed to put any defending points in the court. and lastly he was hanged just b4 a festival. the "hang man" game should have been played after that festive day.


Q) What would you call Saddam?
a) "saheed" ( a patriot who dies for country's honour and pride )
b) just a dictator
c) phsyco killer

A) as for me (b) and (c). he was not at all a "saheed".
calling him "saheed" would be abusing many many patriots. he was a mentally sick. not even a childs death could melt his hard head and stoned heart.


Q) what would you do if u were to punish Mr. Saddam?
a) hang him
b) shoot him
c) sentence him for life

A) i'll shoot him and that to with a sniper.....aaaaannnnnnnd ..in the middle of his head.
that would make him feel how fast death sprints.



well i told him not to njoy playing "HANG MAN".

Time slips &/or Natural Time Travel :

This is usually an experience which occurs in a full state of consciousness. The subject or subjects involved can be walking along when suddenly the environment about them will abruptly change and they begin seeing that particular location as it was at some point hundreds if not thousands of years ago. The transformation is immediate as if a trap door to another time dimension suddenly opens up to allow a glimpse of events long ago.


Time is a funny thing. There never seems to be enough -- yet there is an infinite amount. Time slips through moment upon second into eternity past; yet present, to begin the future.

Time is thought to be unstoppable in its relentless push towards the future. Humans perceive themselves as bound up in time as an insect in amber. Forever imprisoned and forced to reconcile with the regularity and inevitability of change. The past is gone -- the present, fleeting -- and the future is unknown. Or is it?

If a Merseyside policeman by the name of Frank was asked, he may have an entirely different opinion on the subject of time.

On a sunny Saturday afternoon in July of 1996, Frank and his wife, Carol was visiting Liverpool's Bold Street area for some shopping. At Central Station, the pair split up; Carol went to Dillons Bookshop and Frank went to HMV to look for a CD he wanted. As he walked up the incline near the Lyceum Post Office/Café building that lead onto Bold Street, Frank suddenly noticed he had entered a strange "oasis of quietness."

Suddenly, a small box van that looked like something out of the 1950s sped across his path, honking its horn as it narrowly missed him. Frank noticed the name on the van's side: "Caplan's." When he looked down, the confused policeman saw that he was unexpectedly standing in the road. The off-duty policeman crossed the road and saw that Dillons Book Store now had "Cripps" over its entrances. More confused, he looked in to see not books, but women's handbags and shoes.

Looking around, Frank realized people were dressed in clothes that appeared to be from the 1940s. Suddenly, he spotted a young girl in her early 20's dressed in a lime-colored sleeveless top. The handbag she was carrying had a popular brand name on it, which reassured the policeman that maybe he was still partly in 1996. It was a paradox, but he was relieved, and he followed the girl into Cripps.

As the pair went inside, Frank watched in amazement as the interior of the building completely changed in a flash to that of Dillons Bookshop of 1996. The girl turned to leave and Frank lightly grasped the girl's arm to attract attention and said, "Did you see that?"

She replied, "Yeah! I thought it was a clothes shop. I was going to look around, but it's a bookshop."

It was later determined that Cripps and Caplan's were businesses based in Liverpool during the 1950s. Whether these businesses were based in the locations specified in the story has not been confirmed. 1

Frank's experience is not that unusual in the realm of strange phenomenon. There is even a name given to such events -- time slips.

A time slip is an event where it appears that some other era has briefly intruded on the present. A time slip seems to be spontaneous in nature and localization, but there are places on the planet that seem to be more prone than others to time slip events. As well, some people may be more inclined to experience time slips than others. If time then is the unmovable force that physicists say it is, why do some people have experiences that seem to flaunt this concept?

100 Greatest Guitar Solos !!!!!!!

PPL I FOUND THIS ON A PAGE.......

1. Led Zeppelin - Stairway to Heaven
2. Van Halen - Eruption
3. Lynyrd Skynyrd - Freebird
4. Pink Floyd - Comfortably Numb
5. Jimi Hendrix - All Along the Watchtower
6. Guns N' Roses - November Rain
7. Metallica - One
8. Eagles - Hotel California
9. Black Sabbath - Crazy Train
10. Cream - Crossroads
11. jimi Hendrix - Voodoo Child (Slight Return)
12. Chuck Berry - Johnny B. Goode
13. Stevie Ray Vaughan - Texas Flood
14. Derek and the Dominos - Layla
15. Deep Purple - Highway Star
16. Led Zeppelin - Heartbreaker
17. Eric Johnson - Cliffs of Dover
18. Jimi Hendrix - Little Wing
19. Pantera - Floods
20. Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody
21. Pink Floyd - Time
22. Dire Straits - Sultans of Swing
23. Rage Against The Machine - Bulls on Parade
24. Metallica - Fade to Black
25. Jethro Tull - Aqualung
26. Nirvana - Smells Like Teen Spirit
27. Stevie Ray Vaughan - Pride and Joy
28. Ozzy Ozborne - Mr. Crowley
29. Steve Vai - For the Love of God
30. Joe Satriani - Surfing With the Alien
31. Ted Nugent - Stranglehold
32. Jimi Hendrix - Machine Gun
33. B.B King - The Thrill Is Gone
34. Radiohead - Paranoid Android
35. Pantera - Cemetery Gates
36. Yngwie Malmsteen - Black Star
37. Guns N' Roses - Sweet Child O' Mine
38. Led Zeppelin - Whole Lotta Love
39. Neil Young - Cortez the Killer
40. Steely Dan - Reelin' in the Years
41. Queen - Brighton Rock
42. Beatles - While My Guitar Gently Weeps
43. ZZ Top - Sharp Dressed Man
44. Pearl Jam - Alive
45. Doors - Light My Fire
46. Van Halen - Hot for Teacher
47. Allman Brothers Band - Jessica
48. Rolling Stones - Sympathy for the Devil
49. Santana - Europa
50. Kiss - Shock Me
51. Ozzie Ozborne - No More Tears
52. Jimi Hendrix - Star - Spangled Banner
53. Led Zeppelin - Since I've Been Loving You
54. Smashing Pumpkins - Geek USA
55. Joe Satriani - Satch Boogie
56. Black Sabbath - War Pigs
57. Pantera - Walk
58. Eric Clapton - Cocaine
59. Kinks - You Really Got Me
60. Frank Zappa - Zoot Allures
61. Metallica - Master of Puppets
62. Pink Floyd - Money
63. Red Hot Chili Peppers - Scar Tissue
64. Prince - Little Red Corvette
65. Allman Brothers - Blue Sky
66. Iron Maiden - The Number of the Beast
67. Michael Jackson feat. Eddie Van Halen - Beat It
68. Yes - Starship Trooper
69. Beatles - And Your Bird Can Sing
70. Jimi Hendrix - Purple Haze
71. Funkadelic - Maggot Brain
72. Aerosmith - Walk This Way
73. Phish - Stash
74. Deep Purple - Lazy
75. The Who - Won't Get Fooled Again
76. Neil Young - Cinnamon Girl
77. Alice In Chains - Man in the Box
78. Grateful Dead - Truckin'
79. Van Halen - Mean Street
80. AC - DC - You Shook Me All Night Long
81. The Velvet Underground - Sweet Jane
82. King Crimson - 21st Century Schizoid Man
83. Stevie Ray Vaughan - Scuttle Buttin'
84. UFO - Lights Out
85. David Bowie - Moonage Daydream
86. Allman Brothers Band - Whipping Post
87. Johnny Winter - Highway 61 Revisited
88. Steely Dan - Kid Charlemagne
89. Rage Against the Machine - Killing in the Name
90. Eric Clapton - Let It Rain
91. Creedence Clearwater Revival - Heard It Through the Grapevine
92. Stray Cats - Stray Cat Strut
93. The Doors - The End
94. Rush - Working Man
95. Pearl Jam - Yellow Ledbetter
96. Rolling Stones - Honky Tonk Woman
97. Judas Priest - Beyond the Realms of Death
98. Dream Theater - Under a Glass Moon
99. Jeff Beck - 'Cause We've Ended as Lovers
100. Bon Jovi - Wanted Dead or Alive

AWESOME SOLO!!!!!!!!!

"LICENCE TO KILLLLLLLL"............


well ladies/women are born killers. they are like counterpart of HITMAN ....."HITWOMEN" when they have that "BLOODY" thing called car ...in their hands. Have this for comparis.

" a car in a women's hand is as dangerous as a butcher with a knife ".....

THINGS THAT LADIES DO WHILE DRIVING:

• look in the rear view mirrors , press their lips to adjust the lipstick, brush their eyebrows..and they perform every "butification" on themselves......."all this is done in place of watching the road".

• talk on cell phones....abt stores, makeup, boyfrds, movie gossips...... "this is how they concentrate"

women dont have the concept of "brakes"..... for them there are only two pedals on the flr.

this is how they name the pedals:

• LONG & HOT DOG SHAPED----( this is the accelerator)
• SMALL & BISCUIT SHAPED----( this one is the clutch)

the other one is the break....but 2 them is jammed always.
if therez an obstruction...they just "blow horn"...they just dont use breaks.
and jab thok deti hai......tab they say ki horn to bajaya tha, ab aapne nahi suna to meri kya galti........ ( dummm heads).

if they never use indicators...they assume that the vehicle ard them will clr the road for them.... when they have to turn.
godddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!

when they have to make a turn they never ever look sideways ...they just ...drive straight.
(jab dekhna hota hai tab nahi dekhti ...jab nahi dekhan hota tab jaroor dekhngi).

AFI - KISS MY EYES ( MISS MURDER PRELUDE)

niceeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

MAN THESE ADVERTISING GUYS DO HAVE SHIT BRAINS

" OHHHHHH SHIT" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

punch on the face

" MAHI VE" : MAUSAM by JOSH

this is one awesome song ....punjabi though.
the music is gr8 .

GRE : ( GRADUATE RAPE EXAMINATION )


ppl please dont take it literally.
its just that these xamnations have really riped my head off. i'll brief u with the onslaught and aftermath of the one such xam GRE.

THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS DURING AND AFTER GRE......... if u screw it.

things that get ripped or torn or shredded or stripped

• ur books
• ur brains
• ur hair ( baal nochne ke naubat aa jati hai)
• ur back and neck ( if u sit for too long on ur chair and near ur comp.)

if u screw gre:

• u get bald mentally and physically
• u get frustrated
• u become a senceless dog
• u become a begger ( beg universities to give u admit)

conversation between ppl.....victims of the ripper (GRE):

Anonymous: plz tell me should i give gre again in dec or not........ wont it be late.

Kunal: dude mine is also in tht range. may i know who u r????

Mukul: me also in the same range..which uni's u gonna apply??

Anonymous: hey evn my gre score is 1070........toefl 243......i am frm electricals......
may i knw to which univs r ya ppl applying......?

Punit: same here ..i have also same score .. can u tell me ..which univ shld i apply!!

Anonymous: assholes muhje suggest karo mujsai kyu pooch rahe ho kuutoooo.


bechara Anonymous......... has my sympathy.

MY FAV. SONGS

these are my fav. songs........

• Coming back to life - Pink floyd
  
• Comfortably Numb - Pink Floyd
• Loosing my religion -REM
• Beautiful - Lifehouse
• Sad but true - Metallica
• Behind blu eyes - The who
• Hotel California(1976) - Eagles
• Pal, Yaaroo- KK
• Aaj bikhara hu mai - Jal
• Winds of change - Scorpians
• Last kiss - Pearl jam
• Knocking on heavens doors - GNR & Avril
• Here without you - 3 doors down
• Twisted transitors - Korn
• Where did u sleep last nite - Nirvana
• Nib - Black sabbath
• Hallowed be thy name - Iron maideN

ASHISHz AGRAWAL ...RD cont.....

LAUGHTER THE BEST MEDICINE...


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ASHISHz .......... RD


LAUGHTER THE BEST MEDICINE :

" BEING ASHISH AGRAWAL"



this is not my biography.but it could well turn out be its close relative.

Faces in the mirror.

FACE 1:
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a happy small kid. hu has everything that a boi could dream of (as a kid). has loving parents and family. njoys moving out, went to the most exciting and lavish destination in the country and beyond. lived out in a foreign land for a year. studies i the most reputed school of the city. i mean he has and he is seeing the the most rosy and gawdy face of life. he has all the traits that an agile, frantic & a menacing ( but not pampered) kid should have. but he is a bit shy and introvert. hez among the top 10-15 students in his class. this makes him feel quite secured, coz hez doing gr8 @ a thing that matters the most in his family. hez growing and watching the sands of time drop slowly. hez changing but everything in his life remains the same, as if they are in hibernation. nothing is now wrong with him except his temper. he just cannot control his temper. but still for him till now life was & is a bed of roses. he is smiling , giggling and njoing his stroll in life. so smooth his life is, no worries, no tension but just the stress of studies curves his forehead skin. .........
AAAAHHHHHH " KYA LIFE HAI"..........


END OF FACE 1




THE TRANSIT, THE FACEOFFF !!!!!!
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the other face in the mirror...... whoz is it ?
the face disappears.......he now sits back but the face still haunts him.
that was the curve of life that was waiting to be discovered. but who was it.....?
some unspoken words said ... "this is how u will be for next few yrs of ur life".
it was the......
FACEOFFFFFF !!!!!!!!! .. with the new me.



FACE 2:
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so here he is looking at his marred face. marred by time, marred by dismay, marred by disgrace, marred by results and god knows what. where ever he went he found nothing but bad luck, humiliation etc etc. he tried to rectify all that went wrong but .... all in vain. the bads were too many to be conquered. he is trying to fix everything, he is trying hard to settle terms with his life. but he knows in his heart its all a waste of time. hez crying , praying ....but therez no one there to answer his laments. all his confidence is lost, he has now a lot more apprehensive than he was b4.
Worst ... hez cursing his very right to live and his birth.

time flies............

** things start to settle down, but the moment he starts to relax, his worst and the most horrendous fears come to life. these are short lived though. these are like impulses that give rise to excruciating pain.
he is now accustomed to all this......
all these morbid realities have hardened his soul.
** he has changed. Again !!!!!




FACE 3:
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** low in confidence, deprived of his dearest dream,...he is now in a place that will for the next one yr. will not show mercy. but still he is njoying life.....living his share of fun he left behind. he is learning ...learning to b more strong, more hard mentally.

** he knows that this is not the life he wanted for himself but he cant help it. he feels that hez in a wrong place .....but this is destiny. he has accepted it.
all was fine but suddenly something happens and he goes off his track. he wants to step back..but he cannot.
** a month passes......and hez back on his way...
and since then its been a joy ride............

** its all fine now......
but the Q is till when?

its always a bumpy ride when you in sea and storms are always around the corner.

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ppl judge him........ they all have different opinions abt him. he just listens patiently...smiles and moves on..... these ppl they dont know him dat well but still the speak as if they know him inside out. keeping his words in his mind he says " live my life and u'll know who i am and what i am".


he has not one but many faces each describes different phases of his life....... how many more faces are left to be discovered he doesnt know.
4 the time being hez satisfied with all those that are reveled to him .....

** he prays to god ...not to make him see anymore.

but life has funny way of teaching us, the moment you think that you are on the right track it turns the traffic against you.... !!


this is what i am ..... and this is what ill be " i guess "

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****Have you ever lived my life?
Spent one minute in my shoes?
If you haven’t then tell me why
You judge me as you do.

Have you ever sat beneath the stars
Hoping God will hear
Have you ever tried to smile
With your eyes blinded by tears.

Have you ever loved so much
That all you are left with is hate
Have you ever seen your family
Torn apart by fate.

Have you ever seen your friend get shot
Outside his favourite store
Have you ever seen a friend die
From drugs he’d never used before

Have you ever failed a test
That meant the world to you
Have you ever packed up all your books
And decide you wouldn’t study anymore.

Have you ever looked at the mirror
When everything goes all wrong
Have you ever felt so lonely
That there’s no one to tell you to be strong

Have you ever felt such hatred
That you hate everything in sight
Have you ever felt such pain
That you cried yourself to sleep at night


Have you ever been an outcast
Have you ever eaten your every meal alone
Have you ever tried so hard to make friends
Only to have people laugh back at you

Have you ever had the feeling
When Christmas and New year means nothing to you
Have you ever celebrated your birthday
By eating a chocolate bar all alone

.
Have you ever lived my life?
Spent one minute in my shoes?
If you haven’t then tell me why
You judge me as you do.


THATS ME........................ ASHISH AGRAWAL.