Has anything changed ????

This is going to be short one.
Has anything changed for me after coming to US? I answer would be " NO " !!!.
Nothing has changed. It's the same old story going in recursion.

I guess i like making my life difficult. The funny thing is i do it unintentionally. I know that ..
" this would do wrong to me... this wont help me.. this would just mess things up". But "old habits die hard" !!!. I just do things i shouldn't do.

I keep making mistakes till i reach a point of no return. It becomes a do or die situation for me.
And i have been in this situation many times.
But in the end i somehow manage to come out or rather push myself out.


I would certainly want this trend to end. I know would have been in a lot better place and situation I am in had i done things the right way.

OR "if i could just turn back time ..... "

Its Been a while ... !!!!!


For those who only read the title ... this is not a Staind song. Its just that its been long since i last blogged. My last blog was deleted by google 'cause i didnt scribble for about and yr. ( though i had never known that google would do such a thing, till that day when the login screen said something like "account doesn't exist" :( . It was my long hard work of 4 years. ) . So am here today back to the same old page ( well not that old as this is my new blog ) which says " My Crypt-x". The blog which has things about me which my old blog was deprived of. The blog which has shit written everywhere else :P .

After all i couldn't have given google another chance to delete this one as well.

Anyways many of my old blog readers and old friends would as me....
" where have you been ??? " .. (in context of my blog). well the answer to that is a series of points... here :

*) i have been studying .. or rather i try to study. which take a hell lot of my time.
*) i have been going places ... which take more of my money than time. and since time is money and money is time .. ( aaaa whatever.. u get the point ).
*) i have been working .. which excludes the study part.
*) i do some other stuff ... etc etc etc.

well there are more things to put in there but...

so i hardly got time to .. jot down things about... "things".

But i guess its time, i started making up for the lost time.



Keep reading ............


:)