Random thoughts :

u can rename the following lines as...... weird expressions , philosophy, ones own perspective, wrds of an upset mind , whatever... these are facts/gospel truth / my exp.

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we ask ourselves what do fear the most?
we get varied and diversified answers. but still there r few points that are common.
such as "God", "Death", " animals", "humans :)", "heights"... etc.
i pick one of these ...."Death".
i say y do we fear death? its inevitable . wounds r the things that give u cold feet. ( be it psychological wound, physical wound.. ny kind). they prick u more that death .

imagine what all u miss just cos of this "fear of death"... things u love or rather would love doing are so on halt/jailed just cos therez a risk of dying.
but we dont realize that not many ppl are born with that fate. a fate of dying while doing something u love the most .

someone said " if arnt living on the edge u r waisting space". so true this is.
am not saying that we all can throw the whole lot of "fear" inside us away..... but we can @lst control it .

ppl might say after reading this that its all so easy to say ( easier said that done !!) . am aware of that ... but.. as i said it all abt perspective ...

weird ... think !!! what life u want to live , "fear" or "fun"... they both never come in the same package !!!.




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" Life is beautiful "... this line u'll see in thousand of orkut profiles.
is life really "beautiful". well as per my exp., it not. rather its a "real illusion".
for those it is, they r just loitering ard the boundaries, where they find everything they pine and live for. its then when u cross the boundaries u get the real taste. life was never meant to be easy. its a complex design which is far beyond any man's comprehension. it just looks beautiful from the outside. and... we know "all that glitters is not gold". !!! :)

a quote in a movie said :

facing a loaded gun and facing life is one and the same thing.. there ant ny diff !!!


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the golden rule " never give advices "..... ppl ask for it, anmd in tern u get 2 hr names !!

or u want to somebody's "bhala". .. u give a just advice. he/she doesn't take it. u try 2 explain one more time.... no use !!!!. and when things go buurrrrrrrr !!!! nuty kinds. the same person say..... " u must have done this". u try to explain again, then u feel like.. u r standing rite next to "sun".

let me rephrase that:

there r 2 dogs. hu r really starving . u have "parle G" biscuits . they come ard u wagging their tails and with all the SLURPPPPP yyy!!!! look. u give them the biscuit. they didnt like it and give a look like " should we go 4 few more... as we dont have ny thing else ard to eat ".
the then dec. not to gulp in ny more.
but then after a while u see that these 2 dogs are after u...and would rip u off , if they get a hold on u. the reason ...................... listen to what they dogs were saying ..

we r almost dead/ starving to death... y didnt u give us more? ... even if we ref. u should have stuffed it in2 us.!!!!!!


the end

woooof wooof .


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therez one thing i can never trust is the wrd "trust" !!!!!
look ard all u hr and see is " infidelity" . its like use and throw. hu cares abt feelings these days.
whats worst.... ppl keeep back ups. just in case this doesnt wrk out i have the other guy/grl that i can go arn with.
talk abt "computer age .....".